I came this evening to give my prayer request; I was on the live chat but for some reason the chat stopped and I’m not sure if my messages were even visible.

Of course you know I’m living with my mom and dad, and I had my Drs appointment because I have been having a hard time breathing for a long time. He needs more tests, but we now know that the bottom 2/3 of my lungs aren’t working properly. Plus there’s something in my upper airway that’s keeping most of the air from making it to my lungs.

My heart looks fine so that’s great! And at least he knows what is going on, so I’m asking prayers for recovery for that. And as the days go on my mom is becoming more.....agitated, I guess is the word; about my beliefs and that I gather with my family on line instead of in a building, as well as my financial situation. I can’t get any money until the end of this week (hopefully) and they don’t have much either. So it’s weighing on her that my dad, who’s 72, is going back to work tomorrow because we’re broke; and it’s my fault. She’s asked questions and I’ve answered her, but she’s been very snarky and borderline rude. We’ve never really had a great relationship, but I’ve never disrespected her or forced her to listen to any of the videos I watch or join me to observe Shabbat. I can “feel” her anger trying to take hold of her at times so I sometimes stay in the room unless she needs me to cook or clean. Yet other times it’s like nothing was ever said and she’s totally fine.

I’m asking for prayers that her ears open to YHWH, and that I will step into who He made me to be and continue doing His will. I’m sending many prayers and lots of love for all my family; we are over-comers not overwhelmed 😘♥️🥰

(Sorry it’s so long....again)

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I just found this picture again after a long time. So I decided to share it ♥️

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I’m coming today to ask for prayers. I’m not sure what’s going on, and I’m not worried in the slightest! I just know my House is filled with prayer warriors who know how to make things happen ♥️.

I’m asking because even though I’m feeling so much better physically, mentally, and spiritually; about a week or 10 days ago all the lymph nodes in my body (that can be seen and felt) swelled very large within 4hrs.

I wasn’t “sick” I was just extremely fatigued. I slept for pretty much 3-4 days, but I still felt great when I was awake lol. I did message my dr to see if I should make an appointment or wait it out, but she wasn’t in so the dr there looked at the email and pictures of my elbow lymph nodes.

They said get to the ER.... I didn’t think it was an ER situation. But I’m calling my Dr today to see her recommendation. I just wanted my House’s prayers before calling later because I already know what prayers can accomplish. I love y’all dearly and pray for y’all daily ♥️

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Today was a very emotional and strange day. I had to sign the paperwork to dissolve my almost 30 year marriage. The strange thing was, I had been nervous and honestly a bit scared when he came to pick me up to sign them.

But after it was over...I didn’t feel anything like I thought! I wasn’t crying and angry or even hurt. My first thought was to come home and read my CEPHER that I downloaded on my phone! For some reason I wanted to read Esther and Hadaccah the additions to Esther. But before I could read, I got the sweetest message from my soooooo loved sister Tera. It was exactly what I neededj

Plus I felt lighter, even though my heart is broken and I still love my ex husband just as I did the day I married him. I don’t know why I feel excited and heartbroken at the same time, but I realize now that truly trusting YHWH is more freeing than I ever imagined.

This is almost like He freed me, to BE me. I no longer have to fill my ex husbands role as head of the house because he didn’t want to do it. That role never fit me right anyway. Plus he didn’t divorce me because he didn’t love me, or didn’t care about me. He did it because of the rage and anger in him; he couldn’t stop it from coming out at me.

But now he’s excited to step into that head of house role, and he’s made a huge change. So I’m praying that whatever he’s struggling with that he can overcome it. I’m not worried about the future, nor am I scared....all I know is that Yahuha will use me and put me where He needs/wants me ♥️

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It’s been a while, but I wanted to update you on my situation. First I want to thank you for all the prayers for my husband and myself. I’ve felt them and was encouraged totally by them.

I sat with the King, because my husbands anger and nastiness just kept getting worse. He refused to leave, but when I begged him to leave and stop hurting me; I could see hurt and fear in him.

That’s when I went silent and still before our Father. I can’t explain what I felt or saw in my husband that night; but it’s horrible and completely shredding him. So I asked, What would you have me do? I’m yours; use me.

There was nothing for a little over a week, then a dream. I only remember chaos and then a woman walking up and saying, Be calm and peaceful for at least 6 months. Then immediately my eyes snapped open.

I prayed that if that was from YHWH it would be confirmed, and left it at that. Days later it was confirmed and I was....led into being the one who left the home. My first thought was I can’t because my children! And I came up with lots of other reasons, but I remembered I gave myself for His use.

So my flesh has been trying to fight me, but I moved 2hrs away so YHWH can have His way with my husband. With me there I’m sure I only got in His way; plus I couldn’t do what I needed for Him. My husband made sure of that.

I’m ok, I’m calm and peaceful. I’m able to pray and intercede without distractions or constantly being interrupted with yelling. Plus; funny enough, He made a way for me to continue to help and be there for my kids whenever they need me...I still even wake my son up for school and daughter up for work!!

I apologize for the long post, I just wanted to let y’all know....I’m doing better than ever; even though my flesh is still mourning. I overcome my flesh and my peace is still intact stronger than it ever was.

My husband isn’t raging, yelling or even angry anymore. He’s even told the kids when they asked why he treated me that way “I don’t know, she didn’t deserve any of it. I just got so mad”. So I know with me gone, they too will have peace; of course I went around the house and prayed as well as anointed it against all evil and the enemy’ Plans against them....♥️

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