Hello my beautiful and beloved family!! I’m still here, even though I don’t post much lol. I’m still getting used to this new routine my body demands. I’m sure I’ll either get used to it soon, or it’ll start getting better. My appointment to find out what the tumors are is next week.

I’ve had 2 more tumors appear since the MRI, as well as the mass in my shoulder getting larger and pushing my shoulder blade out a bit. Yet I’ve been ok. I can feel the strength Abba has given me, and the calm stillness that He has allowed to flow through me. I also feel the love from the many prayers I’ve received, and that causes joy to fill my heart.

So what ever His will, and no matter what, I’m doing great! I did get some news; and all they said was: my spine from neck to lower back, is disintegrating and I had numerous multi-level bulging discs. I was only aware of 2, but had no clue any were in my neck lol. Anyway, I just wanted to keep you all updated, and I’ll let you know what the Drs think after my appointment next week.

I’m still praying for and loving you all! You might not see me comment, but I’m there, praying ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Forgive me for being away so long, my beautiful family. I’ve still been having a rough time with sleep and, when I finally do get some I can’t function when I wake lol.

I’m posting now because my scan is in just a few hours at the hospital, and another tumor has come up on my other collarbone. So I humbly ask for prayers and for YHWH’s will be done.

I’m standing on the promises of our Father and not allowing what the doctors say, or believe, to take hold of me again. I appreciate all the prayers and love that I feel from all of you, just know I’m sending you love and prayers also❤️❤️❤️❤️

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I thought I would update y’all a bit, on my situation. I still have to wait until the 29th to do the biopsies, but I got my intensive bloodwork back last night.

Complete blood count with differential, Complete metabolic panel with peripheral, I think, and another blood test I can’t remember lol.

I’ve always had pretty normal blood tests, but this time it’s indicating worse case scenario, and I refuse to type it or even say it. A few samples they run a couple of times just to make sure. But they still indicated the big C. Of course there’s a 3% chance it’s not, and I’m part of a peculiar people...so anything is possible.

Since I came to you all I haven’t allowed that crack in my armor. I’ve been keeping my peace, and even my joy. I’m not gonna lie....I had a 5 minute breakdown after reading the results.

Yet it was more anger because I begged them to check it 6, almost 7 months ago. So I had a few tears and then it was over and I was great. Even my husband is calm about it, but he could be calm because I am...either way we’re both great.

Again, thank you for the prayers. They’re invaluable, and extremely appreciated. I love you all dearly, more than you can imagine, and just know I pray for you daily....sometimes several times a day ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Good evening my beloved family❤️! I’ve come to you tonight with a request for prayer. I posted on Facebook about what I’m going through, but I know many of you aren’t on there. So I’ll briefly explain.

Several months ago I had some lumps come up on my left side collarbone, and down my sternum on the left side. Now I have 7-9 on my collarbone that are triple the size, a few in my neck, and a few on my shoulder blades.

They only done a CT scan of my collarbone, and the Dr said since they couldn’t see a. Primary tumor he set me up for biopsies on the 29th. Through all of this I’ve been fine; I know Yahuah is in control, and His will be done.

Yet the last few days I’ve been bombarded by the enemy. Every time more weight comes off, or the pain becomes intense, and even when I put a necklace on....and it can’t lay flat. I become terrified and feel totally alone.

I know I’m not!!!!! Yet I allow that crack in my armor, and the enemy slithers in trying to devour my peace. After the service yesterday it hit me; I’ve always got back up, but I never call them in! None of us can battle alone, but that’s exactly what I’ve been trying to do.

So I’m calling up my brothers and sisters to help me. I love you all dearly, and I truly appreciate every one of you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Shabbat Shalom my beloved family 💕

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