I thought I would update y’all a bit, on my situation. I still have to wait until the 29th to do the biopsies, but I got my intensive bloodwork back last night.

Complete blood count with differential, Complete metabolic panel with peripheral, I think, and another blood test I can’t remember lol.

I’ve always had pretty normal blood tests, but this time it’s indicating worse case scenario, and I refuse to type it or even say it. A few samples they run a couple of times just to make sure. But they still indicated the big C. Of course there’s a 3% chance it’s not, and I’m part of a peculiar people...so anything is possible.

Since I came to you all I haven’t allowed that crack in my armor. I’ve been keeping my peace, and even my joy. I’m not gonna lie....I had a 5 minute breakdown after reading the results.

Yet it was more anger because I begged them to check it 6, almost 7 months ago. So I had a few tears and then it was over and I was great. Even my husband is calm about it, but he could be calm because I am...either way we’re both great.

Again, thank you for the prayers. They’re invaluable, and extremely appreciated. I love you all dearly, more than you can imagine, and just know I pray for you daily....sometimes several times a day ❤️❤️❤️❤️